soon, it will be one year since you left mummy.. are you playing happily with your friends in animal heaven? i hope you are, my dearest Bibi.
my heart still aches whenever i think about u.. its so hard for me.. i can still picture you jumping around the house..
mummy still loves u from all her heart..
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
My dearest son Bibi
Mummy misses you so much...
You left your body for now but I know you will become a human in your next life because you have been a very good boy..
One day we will meet again.. for now, go rest and play..
Je t'aime mon amour.. You will always be remembered as one of the Leong family members..
Mummy
You left your body for now but I know you will become a human in your next life because you have been a very good boy..
One day we will meet again.. for now, go rest and play..
Je t'aime mon amour.. You will always be remembered as one of the Leong family members..
Mummy
Friday, June 12, 2009
Rain
Its been raining so much over here in hong kong for the past few weeks.
I dont know if this is a raining period or is it just bad weather. Everything seems to be dull.. very dull indeed.. however..
I remember it was 3 weeks ago, i went to have coffee with my best friend whom i call sis at cwb. We spent a few hours outdoor having coffee. It was a sunny afternoon and getting indoor was the last thing i wished. i just love being outside.. being under the sun, feeling the heat tapping on my skin.. it was the best afternoon before the rain started to come that night.
Later that night after dinner, as i got off the mtr to walk to the minibus stop, it started raining.. The sweetest thing which happened was.. i got on the mini bus, sat down, looked into my bag, couldnt find any tissue.. suddenly a random pack of tissue appeared in front of me. I looked on my left side, at this stranger with a smile handling the pack of tissue to me.. I smiled back, took a tissue and thanked him..
Its really sweet.. lil things like this worth a lot to me, it made my day, thank you tissue man :)
I dont know if this is a raining period or is it just bad weather. Everything seems to be dull.. very dull indeed.. however..
I remember it was 3 weeks ago, i went to have coffee with my best friend whom i call sis at cwb. We spent a few hours outdoor having coffee. It was a sunny afternoon and getting indoor was the last thing i wished. i just love being outside.. being under the sun, feeling the heat tapping on my skin.. it was the best afternoon before the rain started to come that night.
Later that night after dinner, as i got off the mtr to walk to the minibus stop, it started raining.. The sweetest thing which happened was.. i got on the mini bus, sat down, looked into my bag, couldnt find any tissue.. suddenly a random pack of tissue appeared in front of me. I looked on my left side, at this stranger with a smile handling the pack of tissue to me.. I smiled back, took a tissue and thanked him..
Its really sweet.. lil things like this worth a lot to me, it made my day, thank you tissue man :)
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Sold out
Its sunday.
I took my time to get ready then went for a very late lunch, around 4pm.
I balladed to HMV then saw the decorations everywhere outside HMV. I walked in and saw the whole collection of his cds and dvds. It was dedicated to him.
I tried to look at the 2 latest ones which have been advertised on tv recently, surprisingly, one was missing.
I walked around then asked the lady at the counter. She told me its sold out.
Sold out. Gor Gor, if you can see us from heaven.. would you be proud of yourself? your latest rearranged cd is sold out. other singers have to fight in order to get their new music produced nowadays. but you, just a rearrangement of your old songs is already enough to top the chart.
My easy sunday suddenly turned into a stressed out one. I left HMV with a surprised answer then headed off to a cd shop i usually get my vcds from. As i walked towards it, i already hear Gor Gor's songs from very far. People standing there, from different age.. from a teenage, who is chewing his gum with a oversized cap barely stuck to his head, to an old grandpa who is starring at the screen with the least expression on his face. They were starring at a plasma screen at the front of the cd shop. It was facing outside and it was showing all the scenes when Gor Gor got his awards. There were lots of name calling of Gor Gor and "applaudissement".
I walked through these people and went straight to the back of the store, i looked for the cd and found it. and when i held it in my hand, i heard someone crying near me. I didnt dare to look at that person, but as i listened, she was crying slowly and silently, you know she was trying to hold back her tears. After founding what i wanted, i took a look at her. I realised she works there as she has a name tag. Besides that, she was holding Gor Gor's album in her hands. She barely helped anyone in the shop, she was in her own world, she was holding Gor Gor in her hands, she was listening to his voice from the tv at the front of the shop. As i paid the cds and walked out of the shop, i took a glance at her every now and then. I realised each time the tv mentionned Gor Gor's name, she cried stronger. then she tries to take all back in.. but Gor Gor's name was endlessly being mentionned throughout the 10min i was there.. i guess that dvd was being played the whole day and she cried the whole day.
Standing outside the shop as I left, i stood there for 5min, i looked at the screen then looked back to the girl in the shop from far, she was still crying. My tears started to fall, i left.
Its been 6 years..
Feelings no longer fade as time goes by but instead,
Sorrow grows as time goes by..
We miss you.
I took my time to get ready then went for a very late lunch, around 4pm.
I balladed to HMV then saw the decorations everywhere outside HMV. I walked in and saw the whole collection of his cds and dvds. It was dedicated to him.
I tried to look at the 2 latest ones which have been advertised on tv recently, surprisingly, one was missing.
I walked around then asked the lady at the counter. She told me its sold out.
Sold out. Gor Gor, if you can see us from heaven.. would you be proud of yourself? your latest rearranged cd is sold out. other singers have to fight in order to get their new music produced nowadays. but you, just a rearrangement of your old songs is already enough to top the chart.
My easy sunday suddenly turned into a stressed out one. I left HMV with a surprised answer then headed off to a cd shop i usually get my vcds from. As i walked towards it, i already hear Gor Gor's songs from very far. People standing there, from different age.. from a teenage, who is chewing his gum with a oversized cap barely stuck to his head, to an old grandpa who is starring at the screen with the least expression on his face. They were starring at a plasma screen at the front of the cd shop. It was facing outside and it was showing all the scenes when Gor Gor got his awards. There were lots of name calling of Gor Gor and "applaudissement".
I walked through these people and went straight to the back of the store, i looked for the cd and found it. and when i held it in my hand, i heard someone crying near me. I didnt dare to look at that person, but as i listened, she was crying slowly and silently, you know she was trying to hold back her tears. After founding what i wanted, i took a look at her. I realised she works there as she has a name tag. Besides that, she was holding Gor Gor's album in her hands. She barely helped anyone in the shop, she was in her own world, she was holding Gor Gor in her hands, she was listening to his voice from the tv at the front of the shop. As i paid the cds and walked out of the shop, i took a glance at her every now and then. I realised each time the tv mentionned Gor Gor's name, she cried stronger. then she tries to take all back in.. but Gor Gor's name was endlessly being mentionned throughout the 10min i was there.. i guess that dvd was being played the whole day and she cried the whole day.
Standing outside the shop as I left, i stood there for 5min, i looked at the screen then looked back to the girl in the shop from far, she was still crying. My tears started to fall, i left.
Its been 6 years..
Feelings no longer fade as time goes by but instead,
Sorrow grows as time goes by..
We miss you.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
有心人
寂寞也揮發著餘香 原來情動正是這樣
曾忘掉這種遐想 這麼超乎我想像
但願我可以沒成長 完全憑直覺覓對象
模糊地迷戀你一場 就當風雨下潮漲
如果真的太好 如錯看了都好 不想證實有沒有過傾慕
是無力 但有心 像謎 像戲 誰又會 似我演的更好
從眉梢中感覺到 從眼角看不到 彷彿已是最直接的裸露
是無力 但有心 暗來 明往 誰說 這算是 情愫
但願我可以沒成長 完全憑直覺覓對象
模糊地迷戀你一場 就當風雨下潮漲
如果真的太好 如錯看了都好 不想證實有沒有過傾慕
是無力 但有心 像謎 像戲 誰又會 似我演的更好
從眉梢中感覺到 從眼角看不到 彷彿已是最直接的裸露
是無力 但有心 暗來 明往 誰說 這算是 情愫
從眉梢中感覺到 從眼角看不到 彷彿已是最直接的裸露
是無力 或有心 像謎 像戲 誰說 這算是 情愫
Saturday, March 21, 2009
My dream came true.
Woke up at 7.
Left home at 8. Excitement has begun.
The journey was so long. Got there around 12:30. Lr 9 & 4.
Once in there, it took me an hour to get through everything. There were so many people waiting.
Around 13:30, i was sitting there, table 4. Hands on knee, waiting.. very nervous.
There were so many doors, I looked around, I didnt know which one he was gonna come through.
Kids were running around. It felt so warm. But my legs were numb, I was getting extremely nervous. I didnt know what are the first words to say when i see him.
10 minutes later, the front door opened, Uncle walked in. He waved at me with his big smile. He made a big turn and walked towards me. I gave him a big hug.
We sat down and he said: "I'm so happy to see you"
We chat, I cried, I laughed. I went to buy soft drink for Uncle, but they didnt accept my 2$ coins. The lady next to me kindly exchanged her 1$ coins with me, I bought Uncle a Pepsi.
I listened to Uncle for 1 hour, time went pass so fast. I needed more. I had my eyes looking straight into his eyes for the whole hour. I did not look anywhere else but him. Time was running so fast, every second was so precious to me.
Uncle still look the same, still so handsome. He made so many funny jokes. I've never been so happy seeing someone. Uncle said he can make the best Cake Mix now. Uncle is also buddhist, he told me i shall learn meditation. It's good for us.
The smile that i dreamt to see again in my life.. I saw it today, my dream came true.
I gave Uncle a big hug and left, he kept looking at me and waved until i turned my back on him.
I'll miss you a lot Uncle.
Thank you Miguel for driving me 6 hours today. Its the best gift i can ever wished for. Today meant so much to me.
Left home at 8. Excitement has begun.
The journey was so long. Got there around 12:30. Lr 9 & 4.
Once in there, it took me an hour to get through everything. There were so many people waiting.
Around 13:30, i was sitting there, table 4. Hands on knee, waiting.. very nervous.
There were so many doors, I looked around, I didnt know which one he was gonna come through.
Kids were running around. It felt so warm. But my legs were numb, I was getting extremely nervous. I didnt know what are the first words to say when i see him.
10 minutes later, the front door opened, Uncle walked in. He waved at me with his big smile. He made a big turn and walked towards me. I gave him a big hug.
We sat down and he said: "I'm so happy to see you"
We chat, I cried, I laughed. I went to buy soft drink for Uncle, but they didnt accept my 2$ coins. The lady next to me kindly exchanged her 1$ coins with me, I bought Uncle a Pepsi.
I listened to Uncle for 1 hour, time went pass so fast. I needed more. I had my eyes looking straight into his eyes for the whole hour. I did not look anywhere else but him. Time was running so fast, every second was so precious to me.
Uncle still look the same, still so handsome. He made so many funny jokes. I've never been so happy seeing someone. Uncle said he can make the best Cake Mix now. Uncle is also buddhist, he told me i shall learn meditation. It's good for us.
The smile that i dreamt to see again in my life.. I saw it today, my dream came true.
I gave Uncle a big hug and left, he kept looking at me and waved until i turned my back on him.
I'll miss you a lot Uncle.
Thank you Miguel for driving me 6 hours today. Its the best gift i can ever wished for. Today meant so much to me.
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