Sold out

Its sunday.
I took my time to get ready then went for a very late lunch, around 4pm.
I balladed to HMV then saw the decorations everywhere outside HMV. I walked in and saw the whole collection of his cds and dvds. It was dedicated to him.
I tried to look at the 2 latest ones which have been advertised on tv recently, surprisingly, one was missing.
I walked around then asked the lady at the counter. She told me its sold out.

Sold out. Gor Gor, if you can see us from heaven.. would you be proud of yourself? your latest rearranged cd is sold out. other singers have to fight in order to get their new music produced nowadays. but you, just a rearrangement of your old songs is already enough to top the chart.

My easy sunday suddenly turned into a stressed out one. I left HMV with a surprised answer then headed off to a cd shop i usually get my vcds from. As i walked towards it, i already hear Gor Gor's songs from very far. People standing there, from different age.. from a teenage, who is chewing his gum with a oversized cap barely stuck to his head, to an old grandpa who is starring at the screen with the least expression on his face. They were starring at a plasma screen at the front of the cd shop. It was facing outside and it was showing all the scenes when Gor Gor got his awards. There were lots of name calling of Gor Gor and "applaudissement".

I walked through these people and went straight to the back of the store, i looked for the cd and found it. and when i held it in my hand, i heard someone crying near me. I didnt dare to look at that person, but as i listened, she was crying slowly and silently, you know she was trying to hold back her tears. After founding what i wanted, i took a look at her. I realised she works there as she has a name tag. Besides that, she was holding Gor Gor's album in her hands. She barely helped anyone in the shop, she was in her own world, she was holding Gor Gor in her hands, she was listening to his voice from the tv at the front of the shop. As i paid the cds and walked out of the shop, i took a glance at her every now and then. I realised each time the tv mentionned Gor Gor's name, she cried stronger. then she tries to take all back in.. but Gor Gor's name was endlessly being mentionned throughout the 10min i was there.. i guess that dvd was being played the whole day and she cried the whole day.

Standing outside the shop as I left, i stood there for 5min, i looked at the screen then looked back to the girl in the shop from far, she was still crying. My tears started to fall, i left.

Its been 6 years..
Feelings no longer fade as time goes by but instead,
Sorrow grows as time goes by..

We miss you.